10

I have not grown up
because I have always thought
I was not allowed

9

I was just hiding
behind alcohol so I
could be with people.

8

weird i am weird i
am weird i am weird i am
weird i am weird i

7

I go against me
I should do the opposite
I should go with me

6

I am so alone
I cannot remember if
I want it this way

5

I cannot tell if
they're having sex or watching
cheerleaders compete.

4

I need to be who
I want to be. I am waiting
for something. Nothing.